Category Archives: Academics

This is me right now.

Hello. It’s been a while. I missed you, And I haven’t been okay. I started grad school this fall. I knew what I was getting myself into. I knew that it was going to be stressful, busy, disappointing, and intimidating. … Continue reading

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My Future Is Decided

The most eventful thing that has happened since my disappearance from WordPress was that I more or less decided my entire future, particularly the next five years. This was a huge decision. I had been applying to chemistry Ph.D. programs … Continue reading

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My Dream

Hello, So it’s been a while. I have a habit of dropping out of society and hiding away when I get stressed or just sad, and that’s what happened this time. I’ve been visiting grad schools and there are some … Continue reading

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A Happy Ending

It’s been a while since I posted last, but I can assure you it has been for the better. I’ve been feeling a lot of angst over the past few months, and it has been materializing not so subtly in … Continue reading

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I Just Want to Play with Dead Things

It’s that time of the year when grad school application deadlines are fast approaching. I’ve picked out the schools I want to serenade, lined up my letters of recommendation, took both the general and chemistry GREs, made accounts for the … Continue reading

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I might not be good enough

This is a sad rant. We start out our lives thinking we can do anything and we can be anything. Perhaps we even can be or do anything at this point. Our lives are clean slates, our destinies determined only … Continue reading

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