Tag Archives: sadness

Being an introvert isn’t an excuse

I’ve been pretty mopey in a lot of my recent posts because I’ve been left out of things and have been feeling lonely and unwanted. It seemed like people were being especially cold to me, and I didn’t understand why. … Continue reading

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Why does this keep happening?

Two weeks ago, the night before I was leaving for the conference, I got home from lab and ran into my roommate. I keep using different names for my roommates, but whatever. In this post, their names are Lisa and … Continue reading

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My heart hurts

Last night, the person I had been dating for a few months (Lynette) now made it clear that she was no longer interested it me. While we definitely weren’t serious, and I had a feeling since day 1 that she … Continue reading

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Taking a cold, hard look at my life

I did something personal today that it seemed like I haven’t done in a while, so I checked my calendar, and the last time had been exactly a month ago. This realization was scary to me because it reemphasized what … Continue reading

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People can be really mean to kids

I was randomly thinking about this recently. People can be really mean to kids. Unnecessarily mean. And this is a huge problem because kids are incredibly impressionable and they internalize everything. There are so many encounters where a person was … Continue reading

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My past is coming back for me

I would like to thank Franzia for fueling this post and forcing me to make a new category called “Drunk Rants” Right now, it’s Friday night, but you won’t be reading this until sometime Saturday afternoon probably because I already … Continue reading

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I am so F#*$&ing exhausted

So tired. So done. Last year, I had the energy and anger to argue with people, pull out facts, retort their misinformed comments, backhanded insults and racism, and keep coming back for more. I can’t do this anymore. I’m just … Continue reading

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